Roadtrip to mushrooms…. it wasn’t exciting and i haven’t seen much of the mushrooms too and i really wanted them mushrooms to grow around me where I was standing but no success, maybe better luck next time. I’ve grabbed a couple of photos and edited them, and voila for today
we started cleaning together. the weather was sunny and i could feel the warmth of the sun’s rays trough the window touching my skin. it made me goo “Uh-lalal-lala “. Sometimes it’s really bugging me the way how that beautiful sun touches my skin as i have felt it very often before. the first time when i was little, as a kid. i can remember and until today. i don’t get that “chill” on my skin since the sun has reached to me many times before. it’s different now but not strange, far from that.
The kitchen floor and the bedroom floor are clean now. i started cleaning the dishes. it does hurt me in my back while standing there but there is a magic coming to me when i work. when i put my hands together and do smth.
and when you think about me, you say “I’m clumsy, you know… that was, I think at that moment and the next our or so only word in my head. me being clumsy. it’s because i listen to you and then the sound of heating milk disturbed me. that’s me. i don’t think i’m a person being clumsy it’s just that i listen to you and that makes me less concentrated.
Than, putting my “roller skates” on. They make a squeling sound when i use my right leg. that makes people know that i’m near them when they can’t see me. i like it when people show on the right way that they have a “sixth sence”. i skated out the whole city like in the number 4 flipped to the right for the 90 degrees and it took like 90min. reaching three destinations plus the final – where i took of.
Can I be more thrilled than this?? I don’t think so… If I just put on side my momentum and take a deep breath, in and out, just like that. My great and ever working recipe with taking a deep breath. Don’t fell like typing much therefore I’m looking into possibility of expressing myself in a different way than typing. I’m thinking of going to a another tournament or watching a movie in a cinema for me to loosen up and get ready myself for a new story to happen.
Great Scene Here - Little dark though
Back again on my mind and expressing… If you ever get stucked with yourself and can’t get that great things out of your “place” or you’re just worried you can’t make smth happen… try asking some qouestions… Try with this:
Look for me another day.
I feel that I could change,
I feel that I could change.
There’s a sudden joy that’s like
a fish, a moving light;
I thought I saw it
rowing on the lakes of Canada
Oh laughing man, what have you won?
Don’t tell me what cannot be done.
My little land, my winter love,
don’t tell me what can’t be done.
Walking in the circle I a flashlight shines
someone starts to sing to join in
Talk of loneliness implies of voices I am shy
but you can reach me
Rowing on the lakes of Canada,
rowing on the lakes of Canada.
Oh laughing man, what have you won?
Don’t tell me what cannot be done.
My little land, my winter love,
don’t tell me what can’t be done.
Look for me another day
Give me another day
I feel that I could change
Rowing on the lakes of Canada
(The Innocence Mission)
Moriane Lake, Banff National Park, Alberta, Canada